Realization

Today, I realized a great thing.

I was at church today till about 4 and I was spending time with my friend, cleaning up our pastor's messy room, playing a... scale on piano.....yeah, very different things.

But I realized that this friend ... is the greatest person God's ever given to me.
This friend is a completely beautiful creation, with so many gifts, I can't even finish naming.
This friend's one of my best ones.

At the same time, I didn't realize this until I momentarily lost her.
A few days back, I said some things I shouldn't have.
"In your anger, do not sin". Well, I did and I felt like I back-stabbed her.
And for the few days that we didn't talk, I felt my heart break more and more.

But she continually amazes me.
When I apologized, I thought she would completely reject it.
"Shut up and go away. I don't wanna talk to you" is what I expected.
But no. She accepted my apology and life went on.
She's growing so much and so fast, it makes me smile.

And if you're reading this, I just wanna let you know I'm praying for you.
Life's not perfect, we're not perfect but God is. And He's in control of us.
If you're struggling with something, I'm always open for a talk.
If you're not struggling with anything, I'm still open for a talk.

A small part of my heart will always be yours. Please take care of it.
...=)


Jeffrey Lo
Peace Love Respect