Feels....different.

Feels lonely all of a sudden.
Like...everything left.

Doesn't feel the same.
Am I missing something?
Is it me? Haha, it probably is me.

- Sigh - I miss you.

All in all

You know, I really want to talk to you.
I really want to have conversations with you again.
But I don't want to look weak or desperate, like I want you in my life...even though I do.
My pride's gotten the better of me.

I'm afraid of feeling the same rejection.
I'm afraid of being shut down again.

Or maybe you've really forgotten about me altogether.
Maybe I'm really nothing to you anymore.
I'm finally what I promised you I wouldn't be. A nobody.....