So this is the way it goes.

Oh alright. I get it.
This is the way you wanna play the game. OKAY.
I'll play along. Or more accurately, I won't play at all.

I'm sure you've gotten over me.
Oh, I' KNOW you have.
Why? cuz it's not even close to that.
You've turned against me.
...
Or maybe I turned against you.
Or both.

There's no respect anymore.
You don't take what I say seriously.
But then again, when have you ever?
"I'll miss you". UH HUH. Sure you will.
In the words of Dr. Phil, "How's that working for you?"

Okay then. This is the way the game ends.
I'll respect that.
You want out, I'll hold the door for you.









but if you ever reconsider, the key will be hidden in the vase.....

And it comes to an end

Life goes by real fast
I still remember when i was only 6 years old.
And with the blink of an eye, I'm 17.

High school's over.
This coming September, a whole new world awaits.
University's gonna be a whole new environment with opportunity, temptations, LIFE.

I look back, and I realize how much God has blessed me.
In terms of finance, friends, everything.

ROOTED has been one of the greatest blessings.
I love my cell group, and I would give up nothing for a new one.
They make Friday a day to always look forward to, no matter how the week was.

So many blessings, big and small.
I guess it comes to show how much God's watching over me.
And yeah, I know I sin. A lot. It's something I have to work on.
But who's to say I shouldn't try? Gotta keep getting back up.



And to that special someone, who should know who she is,
I'm going to miss you. I knew I would, even before HS ended.
I can't find the words to express my feelings right now.
but I...just don't wanna leave. I'd rather stay and spend time with you.
All the times we had, good and bad...I praise God for all of them.
I've seen you grow so much.
You're so beautiful. (and that includes your voice, although I know you won't agree)
You make me smile and I love you, even when I can't show it properly.
I miss you. So much. You'll always have a place in my heart.


Jeffrey Lo
Peace Love Respect

Your Honour,

So a couple days ago, I was walking down the street.
The sun was out, boasting proudly. Made it REAL hot.

And I was reflecting on myself. And how far God's brought me.
and while I was walking, I saw a person who wasn't "normal".
This person had a slightly disfigured face. (I know I'm judging, just bear with me please x.x)
My mind screamed to judge him, by my heart fought back.
I made a quick prayer to keep myself steady.

And then I realized something.

A lot of the times, we're unhappy with who we are, how we look, what we have.
But just take a walk down the street, and you'll realize how blessed we really are.

I KNOW that most of us are not satisfied with how we look. But we can easily go and gossip about how other people look.

I KNOW that most of us are not satisfied with what we own. But we keep walking when we see a beggar on the streets of downtown.

I KNOW that most of us aren't satisfied with out social status. But we ignore the classmate who has nobody to talk to in class.

We aren't satisfied with anything we've been blessed with, but we fail to notice how the people around us could have even less than us.


So why are we judging others? Why are we not satisfied?

Wait...Where am I?

I was thinking about her
Thinking bout me
Thinking about us
What we gonna be?
Open my eyes
it was only just a dream...

So I travel back
down that road
Will she come back?
No one knows
I realize
It was only just a dream.

Let me tell you about a girl who changed my world
I don’t know just how she’s doing that
She’s on my mind, she’s taking my time
I’m losing my way but now she’s bringing me back

What goes up must come down
now baby you're not around
I’m laying all alone in the middle of the night

To be honest, I miss what we used to be.
Just....us in general, I guess.
I always feel like I'm not good enough.
Like I'm not smart enough
Or I just don't have the words...

Maybe I've failed you. Maybe I....
No, not maybe.


I've failed you.
And I can never seem to do any better

Here I am again.

So I take a look back.
A couple months have passed.
Honestly, a lot has happened.

For one, the midterm marks are in, universities are now looking at the marks.
This is gonna decide where I'm gonna go. This is it.
But...I don't worry. I'm not too nervous. This is all in God's hands.
Everything that can be done is done. It's all up to Him now.
So I gotta hold on, and hold tight.

What else....
How could I forget?
A relationship I hold dear came back to me.
Or should I say...came back to us.
Highlight of my year. I gotta say.
It feels so good.
To just talk with you
Bond with you
I hope this never ends. I really do.

And I know that sometimes, life hurt.
I know that sometimes, it seems like there's nothing else to do.
But there's always a way out.
Always a way to say no.
Always.
I'm always here for you.
So is God.
...=)

Yeah, just the highlights of my past couple months.
Bye!

Jeffrey Lo
Peace Love Respect

In a rush!

Yeah, so....

I was given this deadline to blog.
But since it's mother's day, I gotta make a dinner for my mom and grandmother.

So...I'm gonna need more time to write a more meaningful blog.
But I blogged, right? This, technically, IS a blog post.

So I fulfilled the requirement.
Hahahah, playing the rules, I know.
But it's cool. Ok, back to cooking!

Jeffrey Lo
Peace Love Respect

The Hard Truth

I know I don't please you.
I know I'm not good enough for you.
I know I don't have those 90s.

But the fact is....
I'm not living my life for you.
I'm not here to please your will.

So am I gonna to try harder?
Am I going to start doing something different?

Yeah, but not for you.
For God.

And Once Again

I really feel useless, y'know?
I feel like I can't do anything.

Every time, everything I do ends up hurting you
Making you cry
Maintaining the uneasy silence.

I'm really bad with my words
With my thoughts
With my actions

And if you can find it in your heart to forgive me, I can't ask for anything more.
If you can look past my failures
my flaws.....
If you can, that's all I can ask.

I'm so sorry.
But I've said it so many times.
Do you still believe me?
Does it mean anything to you anymore....?
I don't know. I hope it does.


God, you know how I feel.
You know how much I hurt
How much I want change.

I don't doubt you.
I don't struggle against your will.
I just hope I'm ready for what's going to happen.

I guess.....I just need to hold your hand.

Seriously....

No more badminton
No more KNA
No more going with friends to Waterloo for Open-house
No more ANYTHING.

Instead, it's all been replaced with CALCULUS.
AND I. HATE. IT.

Once in a while, again

I don't blog much.
I dunno, I just don't really do it a lot.

But sometimes, I find the urge to throw my feelings out.
Usually when things are doing pretty good, or when things are looking pretty down.

But now, it's a pretty good time.
Sure there's a lot of homework. And I mean a LOT. (Mostly calculus)
and yeah, I'm feeling a bit sick.

But there's so much more to give praise to God for.
I made the badminton team
I'm keeping up with school (I think)
I'm learning/continuing to pray with expectations (which, I must say, is a great thing to do)

But most importantly, my relationship with my friend makes me feel all the better.
It just.....it just seems to brighten my day.
I'm so glad my friend's in my life.
I'm so glad God's brought us out of the pit.

I'm so glad for everything.
Thank you, God. My words can never express enough how much thanks I have for you.

"Where you go, I'll go
Where you stay, I'll stay
When you move, I'll move
I will follow.

All your ways are good
All your ways are sure
I will trust in you alone
Higher than my side
High above my life
I will trust in you alone."

Jeffrey Lo
Peace Love Respect

One more walk down the road

I really hope this lasts.
With all my heart, I hope for that.
Because I can smile right now.
I can look to the sky and feel better.

Because ....

9x - 7i > 3 (3x - 7u) Solve for i.