That's it. The End

To anyone who cares
To anyone who decides that reading this is worth their time

I am starting to hate myself
I can't stand the fact that I hurt the people I care about
All the time, I say that I won't
I say that I'll try not to
I say too much

But I don't show enough
My words are cheap
My actions, unfulfilled

And it kills me on the inside
to see me blindly hurt you
to see me throw insults at you
and all the while, I can't stop myself

It rips me apart from the inside
It tears out what I have left to feel

And one day, I know I'll lose you
I know I won't be able to apologize
I won't be able to stand next to you anymore

One day, I will have lost the battle.



God.....save me.....